Anxiety, fear, relief, joy. Four words that can sum up the emotions of marathon running. Also four words which pretty much sum up my life over the past few weeks.
Anxiety because I tested positive for Coronavirus.
Fear because, as an asthmatic, I was very concerned what this would mean for me.
Relief because, after a few days of fairly mild symptoms, I feel like I have made pretty much a full recovery (except for having no sense of smell or taste).
And joy, because after many times of trying, I finally got into a race via a ballot, so in March I am off to run in the New York Half Marathon. More on that later.
It almost felt like it was an inevitability I would get Coronavirus at some point, such is the prevalence of it in the UK at the moment, but it is still a jolt to the system when it happens, which I wrote about in this blog.
From a running perspective, I had no real idea what having Covid would mean for me. When I first got the diagnosis and the positive test, I feared the worst. However, right now, things feel good and this week I have been back out running once more after an enforced lay off due to isolating at home.
I did not really miss running during that time. I was quite happy to take thing easy, rest and recover but I did feel a bit concerned before I ventured out again this week. For my first run, I went out on my own, to take things easy and just see how I got on. My only hope was that I would be able to do my 5km run without stopping. I had no intention of running at any particular pace, I just wanted to get round. So while it was a bit of a shock to the system, it was just really nice to be out in the fresh air once more – not that I could smell it of course.
“I seemed to cope… pretty well”
Buoyed by that, I also ran with my JogScotland group this week. I did not lead, I did not feel up to that, but I went out with the 5.5 mile group to start with and then the 10km group on Thursday night. Both runs featured routes which took us up some of the biggest hills in the area, so while that was a bit tougher than I had probably hoped, I seemed to cope with them pretty well and got round with the rest in the group. All in all, it looks like fairly promising.
I think what is important right now is just to feel my way back in. I am under no pressure to run. I have no goals left for the year which I want to achieve. I just want to be well, enjoy running with friends and stay healthy. That is ambition enough.
Of course, at this time of year, Strava is full of stats for the year, and my run on Tuesday took me past thirteen hundred running miles for the year, which I am really pleased about. Since my main targets for the year were achieved – Manchester Marathon and Liverpool Half Marathon in October – I have really eased things off. This is partly due to being injured in November, and then Covid of course, but it is also a realisation that taking things a bit easier will benefit my body in the long run.
For the next couple of weeks I have no real plan for my running, other than to get out a few times when I am off work. But once we get to January, then it is going to be about focusing on a couple of races to come in March.
This week I signed up for the Inverness Half Marathon, which was the last race I did in Scotland, back in March 2020, before the world went crazy. It was a great event with many of my JogScotland Bridge of Don friends running as well and we hope to send a large contingent to the race again this year. Training for it will start in the New Year.
“my eyes almost popped out of my head”
This race will happen on March 13, but the big focus for me is going to be the following weekend – the New York Half Marathon. This is an event I have applied to enter a few times before but have always been unsuccessful, so it was more with hope than expectation when I submitted my ballot application a few weeks back. At least with this race, the draw happens quite quickly, but on the day of the draw I did not receive anything to indicate that I was in, so I went to bed disappointed at losing out on another chance. But when I got up in the morning and checked my email, my eyes almost popped out of my head. I was in!!
Perhaps this year, fewer international athletes applied to run. Who knows? All I know is that I am in and now have an amazing event to look forward to. The race starts in Brooklyn and the route will take me past the United Nations Building, through Times Square and then up to a finish in Central Park. It promises to be an incredible day and I cannot wait to get there. I really want to enjoy the event and take it all in, so I am viewing it as a tourist run as opposed to one where I am going to flog my guts out to get a good time. This will be a once in a lifetime chance and I want to make the very most of it.
Over Christmas and New Year, running is just a great opportunity to get out and relax and that is what I intend to do. I am not chasing any end of year target for running mileage. I am not going to run on Christmas Day (which I did last year in the snow and ice). It is going to be about being relieved to have got through another difficult year, emerging unscathed and healthy, and being thankful for the part which running – and in particular my running friends – has played in my life. In particular, thanks to Susan, Cara, Jeanette, Derek, Rob and Jon for helping me through this year, but also to everyone I have run with. Each run means a great deal. Take care and stay safe.