The tricky thing about being out injured is trying to figure out when to come back. I think almost all of us make the same mistake. We all try and come back too early. This week I have been trying to balance that, with excitement about attending an awards ceremony. More on that to come.
Now to be fair, most of us are not top athletes or sports people who have physios and medical staff who can advise on a rehab programme and then perform a series of tests to work out when, in reality, the injury has healed properly and the time is right to return. For the rest of us mere mortals, it is much more a case of, “well, I think my ankle/leg/shoulder/knee (delete body part as appropriate) kind of feels alright so I am going to give it a bit of a bash”. Well it is for me anyway.
“as good rehab as I was going to get”
Having not run for more than a week after falling during the Bennachie Ultra Trail race, my wife and I were away in London for a few days. Usually when I am away I would be taking my running stuff with me to get in a few early morning runs in a different location, but this time I eschewed the kit, left it at home, and thought that the walking around the various sights of London would probably be as good rehab as I was going to get.
I have still been wearing an ankle strapping, varying it from wearing it during the day and taking it off at night, to then wearing it at night and taking it off during the day. This is to give my ankle the chance to flex in different ways as clearing when I am walking about my ankle and foot are being manipulated in different ways then when I am lying flat on my back for seven to eight hours while in bed.
Having done that for a few days, then I felt it was right to make a return, though it was with some trepidation. My next event is the Falkirk Half Marathon which is now just three weeks away, and while I am not overly concerned at a bit of a drop in my fitness levels by not running for a couple of weeks, I am more worried about not letting the ankle heal properly and then scuppering my chances to take part.
“very tentative”
But that has to be balanced with the need to confirm that my ankle is better and can stand up to a run. On Thursday night I returned to my jogscotland group with a plan to take out the five mile group. As it turned out, we combined the five and five and a half mile groups together and thankfully my ankle held up pretty well. The first few hundred yards were very tentative – not helped by it being a damp night and with lots of leaves on the ground at the moment, sometimes the ground underfoot was a bit treacherous – but the good news was that my ankle felt ok and fitness wise I felt quite relaxed.
My ankle is not back to being 100 per cent, and this weekend I have not done any running, but that was down to other priorities. That priority was being away again – this time to Edinburgh and Glasgow – and the main reason for this was that I was attending the Scottish Athletics and jogscotland awards, where I was nominated for Jog Leader of the Year.
“important to give something back”
I took up Jog Leading a couple of years ago now, taking the Leadership in Running Fitness course run by Scottish Athletics, which gives coaches the qualification to take out running groups, which I do through jogscotland. Having been with my jogscotland club for a couple of years prior to doing the course, I felt it was important to give something back to all of those who had helped me with my running.
Without doubt it has been among the most rewarding things I have done in my life. I have been fortunate to run, over time, with all of the various groups that we offer as part of the club, from people at the very start of their running journey up to much more experienced runners (and far better runners than me). All of the groups are different. For the longer distance groups, it is pretty much just crowd control and giving directions to make sure you hit the distance in the hour, but for the groups which feature the less experienced runners or those who are progressing through the groups, this is where I find the greatest reward. Encouraging, advising and helping runners achieve things they never thought they could do is a fabulous feeling. I would urge anyone who is thinking about becoming a Jog Leader to do it.
“a recognition of achievement”
To then be nominated and shortlisted for the award came as such a surprise, but it was lovely to receive the recognition, and then to attend the awards itself. Now, spoiler alert, I did not win, but we will come back to that. The awards was a great event, a recognition of achievement from jogscotland groups all the way up to those at the very peak of Scottish athletics. This was epitomised by the guest of honour being Eilidh Doyle, Scotland’s most decorated athlete, who spoke about her career.
She talked about how much she hated her experience of London 2012 (yes, really), her frustration at never breaking 54 seconds for the 400m hurdles (an extra stride before the last hurdle in her PB race where she finished in 54.09 still rankles with her today) and how her lap of honour at the Commonwealth Games in Glasgow was the one experience she wished she could bottle up and keep. She also talked about the importance of the support of her family and her athletics club to help her achieve what she did.
The two biggest awards, Athlete of the Year and Para Athlete of the Year, were presented to real sporting superstars. Josh Kerr, the world 1500m champion, and Samantha Kinghorn, a double silver medalist at the world para championships this year, won the athlete and para athlete awards respectively.
While neither was there in person, Josh Kerr joined via Zoom, and it was great to hear him speak about his preparations for the Paris Olympics. What was also really nice was hearing him recognise the efforts of everyone within the athletics community who helped him to win his gold medal this year (and his previous bronze at the Tokyo Olympics in 2021). While he is the athlete who goes out to deliver, it is the support around him which helps him to achieve his goals.
From my own perspective, I did not expect to win (if I am honest, I am still flabbergasted I was nominated in the first place), but I cannot deny I was not a little disappointed when my name was not read out when my category came up. I think all sports people are a bit competitive and it would have been lovely to have taken home the trophy . However, to simply be there and to enjoy the company of other jogscotland members from clubs across the country and be part of the event was good fun. Now it is a case of just keeping doing what I have been doing and, hopefully, helping more runners to achieve their goals.
This week I hope to run a bit more, going a bit further, and possibly trying a longish run this weekend. Some of this may depend on the weather, which has continued to be pretty grim, but weather generally does not deter me from running, even if it may give me pause for thought before heading out into the wind and rain to get some miles in. And I can take the inspiration from hearing from Josh Kerr and Eilidh Doyle in person to encourage me out the door.